Gunna agree with dragon and adrastus on this one also.
Almost 3 years ago (shit .. has it been that long .. ) I met the coolest guy on a site similar to GovTeen (it's gone now, but he's still on GovTeen) because we were both into a specific robotics competition. We became really close friends and talked all the time; we are on other sides of the country. It went fast though .. WAY fast. We were both in the closet at the time, and shared views on a lot of things. We did eventually consider ourselves .. together.
Long story short, he dumped me and stopped talking to me. We ran into each other a year later (face to face) and it was REALLY awkward - he refuses to talk to me now, and it makes me sad. Suicide has come to my mind many times over this .. Up until about a month ago, I still wasn't over him. Things have finally gotten a little better for me, but I still have a lot of respect (and love for him).
My advice: Spend time with him before you do anything stupid. I would of rather spent $10,000 on plane tickets to fly back and forth to see him and find out how he really was instead of going through over 2 years now of pain and depression.
Just my 2 cents.
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