New problem
Okay so i hope i put this in the right message board section.
Well theres this gay guy that went to my school(graduated a year before me)and we've been talking for a long time and after like a month, i just spilled my guts to him and to me it seemed like he was flattered so then i asked him out and he said no becuz hes not out of the closet...well just recently i started talkin to a guy an hour and a half away from me(really not that far, its about as far as my sister lives from me)and like he has made me feel soo great about myself, like noone has really been able to do that...i hate my body and i sent him pics of it and he likes my body and he doesnt see anything wrong with me and hes just sooo perfect...well now me and the first guy have been talkin some and last night we were talkin about the beach and i was like "we should go to the beach together" and he loves that idea...but hes still not out and we both end up feeling lonely and he knows how to stop that feeling and i dont and he still needs to break out of his shell becuz every so often he realizes that he doesnt need to think about what other ppl think of him and i think he may need a boyfriend to help him come out of the closet...so now im stuck in between these 2 guys and im hurting myself about it because i just really don't know what i need to do...I've never had a local boyfriend so being in this situation is really scary for me because I don't want to make the wrong decision.
WHAT DO I DO?!?!?!?!?!
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