My Story, and...Any Advice?!
Yea, so this is basically my coming out story, and its kinda long, and its not really complete. So, it started about two years ago, when an x-friend of mine started this rumor that I was gay (and not like gay, but like gay as a synonym for being stupid a stuff). And, this was before I even realized I was gay (well, I'm actually bi). But, this rumor gave me a lot of shit, like some people really thought I was gay or others just thought I was stupid, but either way they gave me shit. And so then, my self-esteem tanked and I went suicidal for a while. But then I joined this youth group thing (not for gays or anything), but it is really accepting and open. And, then, I kinda realized I was bi. And, since the place was so accepting, I came out there, and it really felt great, plus, everyone accepted me. It was and still is the only place I can really be open about myself. But, now, at school, stuff is getting worse, and I still haven't come out there! Like, the other day, this kid who hates me cause of me being gay and all this other stuff threw me into a wall and gave me a concussion. And, now I really want to come out at school cause I don't want to live like a fake lie every day, but also if I'm getting a ton of shit without being out of the closet, imagine how bad it could be if I was. And, on top of all this, my parents don't even know. I think my mom would be okay with it, but I'm not sure bout my dad. So, really, only a few close friends know, but I sill feel like trapped....! Any help?!
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