ihearthill

They always end up in heatbreaks for me.

Like,
you get to know their actual personality so it's not based on looks or sex and all that stuff,
That's what i like best about it

But the guy i was talking to,
we talked on the phone for hours everyday,
I even started staying up all night just so i could talk to him for 10 minutes in the morning,
He helped me through so much and just made me feel like i mattered to someone

But yeah,
It turns out he's just been telling everyone the SAME EXACT things
cause i guess it works for him

When i'm not on the phone with him,
he's on the phone with some pretty nasty, pathetic people

I just found out a little while ago though
so i'm still really upset

I guess i was just stupid for thinking it could ever work out.


Soooo,
anyone else doing this whole online thing or am i as desperate as i feel?

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