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Originally Posted by Queer Lemon
michael, the only reason im upset is because yes, this sounds whiney and gay as hell, but you really act like youre not interested in me at all. like im old news. and in case you havent noticed, yet, i adore you.
and its not that you dont call, its that you seem to have no interest in anything i say, i try to be helpful, spur conversations, but its all to no avail. im just not as great as i was to you.
I helped you figure out yourself a little bit more, and then you spread out and find that im not the best car in the lot that you could potentially drive home. and thats what i was tryin to tell you before, cause i didnt want it to be like this,i didnt want to grow apart from you and i specifically stated that a while back on MSN. This ALWAYS happens to me and i wanted it to be different. so sorry if i get all emotional and shit. Im big and masculine but in the end, im a faggot and thats what i do. cry.
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How do I act like I don't care about you? Huh? Because the one and only night I really didn't wanna talk I was quiet! I can't think of any other times I ignored you.
How are you gonna speak for me? How do you know I don't like you just as much as you like me, if not more? Huh? You assume that...and thats what you've been doing for a while. You ASSUME I don't give a shit, so I won't call you. You ASSUME I'm not interested, but I am. You ASSUMED that I've decided to move on and I've found better, hotter guys, but that can't be farther from the truth.
All I know is...that even though you may be gay and you cry, that does not justify being so sneaky about it...dropping demeaning hints here and there. I don't know who solves their problems that way, but here WE TALK. No need to hint on me and let everyone know our problems. You know how many messages I've gotten telling me I'm sorry whats happening between you and Zac? A LOT.
I just would have appreciated it if you would have gone about things totally differently. So now... we should talk...PRIVATELY. When I'm ready we can fight about things in public, but not now.
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