I Like Guys

the first person i called was one of my bff's, jillian....... buuuuuut she wasnt home, so i texted one of my other bff's, kelly (ok all my friends r girls)...... she's super cool (i love saying super cool) about it, but sometimes i wish i hadn't come out because now going to the mall isn't a fun experience like it used to be; it's more like a JOB...... ok, tell me why just bc i'm the "gay best friend" i have to approve every single purse/article of clothing/pair of sunglasses that she buys now? it's so much pressure, i mean if she looks like a dummy, it's all on me (that hasn't happened yet and hopefully won't)....... ok and if that isn't enough, ALL my friends consider me their "gay best friend" and they treat whatever i say about fashion as if it was spoken by the fashion god himself........... oh, and another thing (i feel like those infomercials that's like "but wait! there's more!) now my STRAIGHT stepbrother runs all of his daily outfits by me! it's hard because he doesn't have like anything that matches; i tried to tell him that when he shops he should always think "do i have something that matches this?" if not, dont buy it! (unless of course he buys something that matches it in the same trip) but he aaaaaaalways comes home with this random stuff! plaid shorts, but no shoes to match the plaid shorts! i mean, for me, the shoes r what pull the whole outfit together! i'm not even gonna get into the part where everyone asks me for relationship advice, i mean last time i checked, i wasn't exactly the best with relationships considering i've never had one.... ok sry a little (lot) off topic i'm done lol