Ugh I have been kind of down and the dumps the past few days.
Since there is no privacy whatsoever at work and he is never online I have no been able to further our friendship/relationship/etc. any further. There is only so far that him and I are willing to openly flirt in public since we are both closeted. At this point I would love nothing more to just hang out with him and his friends.
I am at a point in my life that I am at a crossroads with my friends/social group. I went through high school a popular football player with all the artificial, fake friends. I now like less and less of them, they are all mean, fake people, who I don't really care to hang out with. Unfortunately this leaves me with a very bare social schedule till I go back to college. With that being said I don't think that this is why I have my crush, as I know many gay people/groups I could "latch" onto.
My "friends", my friends from work, and my crush's friends would not mesh well in a party setting at all, I think it would just be trouble and uncomfortable.
Does anyone have any ideas how to get him online to talk or to get invited out with him?? (In a non-creepy, self-inviting way?)
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