Okay everybody, this is a really huge step for me- After years in denial and months of not knowing whether I'm bi or gay, I've decided that I'm gay!
Although I still feel attracted to girls with looks, I have no sexual attraction to them and could never see myself being together with one.
Now, this is a HUGE step for me cuz I've always felt insecure and embarassed about my attraction to guys, but now I'm perfectly fine with it, I accept who I am, and I've decided that I'm gay and damn proud of it!
However, I'm not too sure about coming out yet. I have a cousin who I'm really close to and I believe she'll accept me cuz another one of my cousins has come out to her. Hell, she may even be excited that I am, but I just am so confused on what to do. I want her to be the first one I tell so I want to tell her, but then I don't want to
Whenever I think about telling her or think about what to say to her if I do tell her, I get butterflies in my stomach and feel all queasy. Wat do I do from here?