well that depends on what you mean. Consensual or forced. i was raped so mine was forced... but alls good.
it just helped me be who i am now and i cant complain!
my first consensual was with a girl in my godfathers library by the fire, she was the only girl i ever really loved more than anything... and really the only one i could ever see my self with... but not likely.
then with a boy, most memorable moment in my life, and the best boy I've ever been with... and we still love each other in a way, We were walking in the woods, on once again my godfathers estate, it started snowing and he grabbed me and asked if I loved him... I said "I did"... at first I didn't know what he was talking about, it hadn't hit me yet, then he said, do you really love me. My heart started to pulse only at a different pace. I said "I've fallen for you kind of bad, and of course I did!" He then smiled and the took me in his arms and kissed me... it got really warm. happiness swelled threw me, and tragically it was really the first time in so long... but I could barely breath and my heart raced determined to win. He then stopped for a brief moment and said in a whisper in my ear... "thank you for sharing the best moment of my life"... i couldn't help but kiss him again. we sat out there in the snow, in each others arms, kissing and sharing that moment and its never left me... of course latter we went back to the house... *wink wink*
