its not really a mystery. i just find it hard to understand. love is not something i take for granite, a relationship means the world to me... that one individual. i think one of the most important purposes in this life if there be any, is to find just one... share and have them compliment your life, and you there's.
you have to understand i think i'm in love with him. i've been his friend for sometime and we have never had that chanced moment. we just have barely started to click if not long ago. but he went to Cali, things were set into perspective... but i think i would see him again. then he came back... and shows interest. i want to keep him, i want him to be happy.
if i can be or not, it really doesn't matter just want him to live. if i did get involved id be worried, it wouldn't show all that much but it would be eating at me a bit... i'm just another one you would leave. as i said I don't go into a relationship thinking it will last forever... but i do hope it will... i want as much time as i can get. any certain amount of time, if that be a year than ok, but i do hope it is longer. for they are the one i love.
its being two together... isnt that what its about.
i don't want to change him, hes perfect. if not for this one new tweek. i would still risk it for him, but i don't want to be just another. i don't know. i'm tired of being treated badly, as if nothing... i want to love and have love shown back. it just seems like i'm always the one in the relationships that tries yet only getting no where.
Do Any Of You Ever Feel This Way?
if you knew him before he left, then he came back again. and i mean if you really knew him now. you would know what he is to me.
Try To Remember That One That Meant The Most, Or Even Means The Most To You. That Would Be This Boy...
thank you Adrastus your point were quite helpful, it means alot.
Czaro you too...