Whatev you do, don't go out with him again. As for what you should do, it sounds like any kind of revenge would just make the situation worse. It sounds like you came somewhat close to possibly loving him, and anything you do will prolly just make you feel emptier. As hard as it sounds, just try to transcend the situation and let it go. People can call you the gay slut, but the fact is 99% of those people are unhappy with their shitty lives. Ultimately we all turn into nothing, so when they call you gay slut just remember that they're no better than you are.
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